2nd wk of sch already n its worst than the first one!! more tiring.. mus be coz of the hockey trngs tt i go now every tue n thurs nite 8pm-10pm. N everytime after trng, wash up, changed n makan, i'll only reach home at around 12mn plus. Bath, wash clothes n do abit of work, i'll usually only get to sleep at around 2am earliest. n the nx day got 830am lesson :S no wonder im so tired out. Maybe i should go for one trng only instead of 2. But i really need to brush up my skills N stamina! *sign..

I wana go for trng! n yet i wana be able to stay awake n listen attentively in class the next day (which has nt been possible the past wk even wif the help of coffee, ok la e coffee did help ABIT n tts abt it) Hmm... how now brow cow??

I think i should stop typing this n catch up wif my work instead. still got tutorials to complete n lectures to follow up with.
I really wana concentrate wif my studies(my gpa is kns now n it's getting harder n harder to pull up as time goes by) but im bothered or more lyk distracted by smth tt is always constantly in my mind. dunno wat to do abt it. dunno wana elaborate on it either. only my few gd sec sch frends knoe abt it n though they did give me advice, i dunno y but im still lost as to wat to do :(
i really hope i can get over it soon!

ok shall go do work now.. productively i hope.